#micro-blog

heyy again :3 i started my medication today, and it actually feels pretty fine !! no major issues besides the usual 'common' ones, and i've gone the day so.. pretty good.
oh i also hit affiliate on twitch today! :3 im so happy genuinely, took it seriously for about a month~ and managed ;3;... follow my stuff if u see this. keiism on twitch and youtube !!!
oh and worlds started today. WOOOOO

hiiiyo. finally updated my blog. worlds song for league released... i actually like it upon several listens. MV is insane, faker too auraful.
im not even a T1 fan but it's an insane MV genuinely, who doesn't love faker... oh and i got a new mouse, god bless! not much else 2 say...
oh maybe.. it would have been nice to see more of True Damage in the MV, but whatever...

hallo again..!! it's been a while :3. i've been doing nothing but playing league (chud) and streaming and making content (WOW). i've also just been omega lazy with my site.. sighs
it's been pretty fun though, i'm taking it pretty seriously this time... :0 i even turned on my facecam for the first time the other day ;-; that was pretty nerve wracking but i think it's also a good thing to help with my self confidence if anything... get used to seeing my own face more.
oh and im still very happy that bayonetta is coming to sonic crossworlds... too happy even.
oh and i'd love to actually stream me finishing off OOT, starting MM and TP eventually, once this disgusting league addiction has left my system...

hai...!!! i have been... 'busy'. anyways my figure finally arrived a few days ago!! i've been waiting on this guy SINCE LAST YEAR !!! on top of preordering bro, i chose the brokest shipping of all time and learn my lesson.
3 months shipping? never again.
i've also been really locked into streaming and editing said streams for the past like 2 weeks-ish.. ts is not easy. even with my previous knowledge around editing.
sly promo come say hi one day :3 i don't bite!

spiderman with my mum tomorrow! today...!! i spent the rest of this night basically finishing off my discord server,,, i still need 2 edit a clip for tomorrow too but. that's going to have to wait now
this burst of productivity is making me feel like im moving at 1000 miles per hour

i finally finished off my retro games page after... quite some time of saying i'd do it, and then leaving it for another time lol. i'm happy with it ! :3 looks pretty nice to me, easy to nagivate too.
i still need to finish off the other sections but that's not even something i think i care about rn. oh and happy september :>

pretty good day...? finished off the navbar, feeling pretty happy with it too!
been enjoying watching the sopranos too, finally resting after being out all week... pretty nice~ i hope everyone is having a good day, too.

dreadful month of birthdays finally over. dreadful feeling of being unwanted in a group setting finally over. quite frankly i don't want to go outside ever again but hey !!!! i also don't want to stay inside all the time but whenever i go out i feel like shit a lot of the time !!!!! WOOOOOOOO
just so fucking tired and sad

going out (again) today...! wow this is the most i've left the house in a while i am pretty excited though, another fun activity lined up... i will be tired after today for sure though.. gulp.

i have decided that i want to slightly redo my frontpage. i need to figure out how to make a horizontal nav bar instead of a vertical one, i keep adding new sections and it's beginning to look a little overwhelming imo... hm. if i can figure out how 2 make that and have dropdowns... ill be very happy. in the next coming days, anyways.

finally updated my blog abt the arcade trip,, wowie. man i have to go out again today. and then on the weekend. im gonna be so fried.

wow yesterday was pretty fun !! i need to make a blog post about it eventually, i took a few photos :]
oh and maimai is so much harder than i thought it'd be,,, i don't even know.

today is my birthday... smiles. big 22...
i am semi excited to go to the arcade, though.

finished my tumblr and uploaded my first gifs !
nothing crazy but i said i wanted to do it, so i did.

tomorrow i guess i get started on my tumblr... i really need to get checked out.
these late night epiphanies will be the end of me. i love making gifs for my interests and especially now i realize there are little to no 'The Middle' gifs... so..!!! i've also wanted to make a few 'Supernatural' ones too so. i kinda just wanna scroll on there a bit again.
oh i also finished my gallery! pretty decent..

hey it's been a few days... i think? i's been really hot here again..
i've been grinding out Elsword so much i didn't even have the time to watch any Supernatural in these couple days... it's insane. between me finally deciding to pick up Blender again, playing Elsword and being... HOT?? i haven't done much else at all
i did make a render but i'm working on a gallery for those soon..!! i also just played this random fnaf x undertale minigame i found on gamejolt, and if i could explain the rage it instilled within me. i'm #GOOD.
missing sam winchester.

i move to neocities and not even 2 weeks later i see a reddit post saying it might be being vibecoded. wait yeah
let me be clear... FUCK AI. seriously what is going on

nothing i hate more than being treated like an idiot.
it genuinely boils my blood and ruins my day without fail. stop.

felt less sad today... yesterday?
i was feeling quite down before but i'm alright now, i guess! for how long i couldn't tell you but my birthday is incoming so that only means this won't last long at all.
at least im going to the arcade, i can finally play taiko irl after years !! i'm quite excited :3
i also cant stop thinking about sam winchester so what's changed, need to give him a big ol kiss on my life

good morning... afternoon!
i can't stop thinking about this tweet i saw today about samdean . its so. my brain went into overdrive instantly. samdean x satosugu. WHAT THE FUCK!!!!
op cooked

i just had an epiphany. both of the shows im obsessing over has one guy i really really like and they look like the same person reskinnned. i must have a type???? like not exactly the same but... #noticing

i have successfully moved over to neocities!
i'm not actually sure why i wanted to do this, but all i know is i was supposed to be on neocities before i got distracted... i have love for both sites.
besides that... feeling a bit sad today.

was just sat here reminiscing today... i've been on the internet for a long time man.
i ended up going through a bunch of older songs (that i still like till this day) and i was like wow. that pv literally says 14 years ago. hello?
they aren't making mlp songs like they used to man. . . glaze, tlt, mic the microphone... i will never forget u guys... i still know the lyrics off by heart hahah

i give up on trying to add that new chatbox. it just won't work and im not smart enough to understand why... i kinda wish it was just an iframe .. ARRRRRGHHH

grand rising... i brought the signed album !!!! i'm eating water soup until next week!
i also learnt how to use soulseek last night so there's another good thing :3 might start replacing some MP3's with FLAC's.. maybe.
i also take what i said back about elsword.. a bit. the events actually have me doing stupid damage so i'm quite happy lol

i wouldn't wish current day elsword on my worst enemy.

you hate something i like you're lowkey gonna have to fight me about it sorry.
now there is definitely an explainable reason as to why this is the case for me (cough cough) but that's not what im here to talk about tonight.

happy august.. ! it is officially the month of my birthday..
anyways. i'm particularly supernatural pilled this week. sam is so cute.
i also can't stop listening to 'WHO ASKED' , it's getting bad. but not really because these songs are so insanely good. i think im gonna buy the signed cd next week :3
listen to GROWiNG OLDER and CLiMBiNG HiGH !!!

woke up blessed and able to listen to that entire album all over again WOW!!!! i've been bumping to it all day
i really love music if you can't already tell.

that album was life-changing wow... worth the wait for sure...
EDIT: i've seen so many people say they really dislike this album and im in genuine disbelief this is some of the coolest shit ive ever heard...? whatever...

i started a new drama tonight that ive been waiting for. it's kinda.. insane actually but not in the "OH MY GODDD" type of way, you know? anyways, i tweeted a tiny bit abt it since i'm not blogging it (yet).
no words tho

finished the backrooms movie today... pretty good..? i didn't find it scary at all though, but that might just be a me problem having spent all of my years online and seeing... hrm, alot of other scarier backroom esque stuff and things like that. pretty cool tho !